One issue I'm still trying to come to terms with in regards to pk is fear. It scares the hell out of me. I'm trying to deal with it, but it isn't easy. It's like a very bad habit with me. It kicks in on autopilot. It isn't logical or helpful, but it's there.
I was up late talking to a friend about the fear issue last night. I stayed up much later than I should have, but sometimes a good conversation is worth losing sleep for. Anyway, today I'm much too sleepy to be afraid. I just don't have the energy for it. Strangely enough, I think that helped my pinwheel move today.
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Hmmm...normally fear would probably go down the more that you do what you are doing...but I guess these are not normal circumstances. I'll try to think of something to suggest. I wonder if this has something to do with those times when you lose your memory of your psi abilities.
Mark, I suspect that many people forget psi experiences. I think what makes me unusual is that I remember them , not that I have them.
I think the fear thing is just a bad habit with me. I need to come up with a new habit, possibly one involving chocolate.
Chocolate...just don't eat too much. You don't want to end up like Paula Deen. Anyway, at the risk of angering you I do want to reiterate what I typed before in another thread - that I do think that regular people tend to forget minor psi experiences but do not tend to forget more major ones. I came up with an idea related to this. I tend to think that, if I am right and there is a memory problem in all of this, then it is probably not along the lines of recording the memories in your mind but more along the lines of retaining the memories that are already recorded. So, if I'm right, then it might be possible to help your mind retain the memories by going over them a lot more. I would suggest, if you have not already done so, that you write down a bunch of different groups of experiences - like:
Ghosts
Objects Moving Spontaneously
Objects Moving At Will
Light Bulbs Burning Out
Etc.
In each of these groups, write down all of the memories that you can remember, and add more if you start to remember more in the future. Every day read over and try to remember at least some of these experiences from each group - the more the better. Also, doing this more than once a day would be good, if it is not too much of a pain - once again the more times per day the better. My theory is that if you do this it will help in retention of these memories and that the processing in your subconscious mind that generates the "feeling of fear" that is associated with psi will cause a less potent "feeling of fear" when there are more psi memories retained in your subconscious mind. As time goes on, the "feeling of fear" may get less and less potent and may even disappear completely. Well, this would take a certain amount of effort, so you can decide whether or not you want to do it. If you do decide to do it then I hope it helps.
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